The question you asked, "how can i stop this?" is commonly not possible to tackle directly. If you didn't care about the company before, there likely isn't much for you now.
I think you've got the right mentality - that staying where you are isn't the best long term move at your current stage of life.
Ask yourself what is it that you want to try? ML, FE, BE, Full stack? and simply build a project out of it. Dabble and dabble. It'll likely be hard at first since there's a mental rut, but at some point, something will pique your interest.
From there it's just diving deeper and deeper until you're ready to jump ship. You may even find it at the current company through a transfer.
I don't recommend jumping ship until you're sure. You've got a fantastic backstop.
I think you've got the right mentality - that staying where you are isn't the best long term move at your current stage of life.
Ask yourself what is it that you want to try? ML, FE, BE, Full stack? and simply build a project out of it. Dabble and dabble. It'll likely be hard at first since there's a mental rut, but at some point, something will pique your interest.
From there it's just diving deeper and deeper until you're ready to jump ship. You may even find it at the current company through a transfer.
I don't recommend jumping ship until you're sure. You've got a fantastic backstop.
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